12.03.2013

Hood Teacher Haikus

Affirmation Hood Teacher Haikus

Tell yourself each day
You are beautiful for real
Don’t lie believe it

Waiting for moments
Where your life can be frozen
Holding onto past

Crumbs on the page means
You writing some good tasty
Meals make sure there’s soul

Tired achy limbs
Pulsing throbbing joints sore cold
Massage the pain gone

I can’t give up on
A child who never had love
Each class a chance TEACH!

Young boys want to be
Spitting images of papa
Except he left THUG



caliente en las calles

Right around corner from the spot

Don’t let sensations be ephemeral
Handle your business

Sun reflects hood fantasies of going jamon
Crispy skin juicy flesh

Sweat breathes to release
Be careful who you swap spit with

Anyone who got a brandnew comeup
Who is this blowing up jack

Getting smacked where you laughed and played
Quickly young days pass

When in doubt say no
Have rights against self incrimination

How clean are your prints
State of art probation

In and out clean smooth
Sat stuck while world was dancing around you

Soak skyline while time allows
Ducks to cross river coasts

Rebrand the hood before developers invade
Thuggish soldier status
May keep crackers at bay

Beware; trademark and copywrite
Each good idea before it becomes a tshirt
Cup or bumper sticker

Can’t make up or choose family
Somehow exists organically

Headed towards another circle around sun
Looking for a better spot to fish

Even most gutter granite titerre
Got a plan for reformation

Can show prospects of brighter mananas
Mission statement should be
Forever sustainable legacy left behind

Indelible baked salmon lunch special
Indisposable cursed first impressions

Kept a great mask grinning genuine
Hidden pathologies inevitable sickness

Passed from generation
Clean slate
Remain dusty customers

In pursuit of barrio bliss for Borinqueneers

Gold streets promised
Never delivered


12.02.2013

apathy


Prayer For Passive Resistance
            After Charles Mingus

So lazy I barely move
So lazy I barely move

When I get nothing
I got a bad attitude

So tired I fall asleep
So tired I fall asleep

Don’t know I’m fatigued
When I hardly reach

So angry my temper steams
So angry my temper steams

Lord I need self motivation
To work on my dreams

So push me to be better
So push me to be better

Been raining so long
Sun will shine
When I get it together

Grateful Instead


No thanks for old favors

Chessboard magnets for bad attention
No strategies freestyles fate

Every action feels like ain’t
Any disclaimer means just what you said

Pigs prowl like predators
Sucker jive slick senator

Exchange dope for hope
Elders grow lonely seek company

Smoke traces same spots
Been traveled in circles
Just to get back to where we already seen

Always on the move
Used your last no more

Find another empty space to be around
What have we recovered

Every word uttered sounds like same topic
Context can change your communion

Unseen documentary like tinted windows
Won’t let you see inside

Hard to provide
When you won’t switch  habits leading to decline

No rewind button barely make tapes to record
What have you loaded up

Folded up tiny bits of wrinkled paper
Can’t wait on the next individual to get mind right

Never allowed to take flight
Wasn’t given proper clearance

Call it whatever you want
Get green light and go

Why are you waiting
Satan resembles blue and whites following you
Asking you where you headed

Cuffs before ID back of cars with no rights
Still wounded haven’t fully healed

Just because you can’t name it
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist

Must be relentless in search of oasis
Script already written

How committed are you to your own breath

Past won’t let you forget
Black bruises on soul

Tried to fancy it up with dunks
Never can fake funk

Even wife will tell you
Glands excrete pestilence

Focus images
Trim your language

All natural local truth is free

Use enough to scheme another day
Adding up to prosperous future

11.21.2013

Para Los Padres

Fathers’ Day Weekend 2013

Throwback isolation 4 walls
At your request for a moment to breathe

Cloudy emotions mixed up mental
Everyday celebrates your wonderful blessings

Just be thankful for all you got
in two blinks all that positivity can stop

Trips around origins signifies you been
Going in circles

Looking for what been lost
Cost of otherside fork
Too much you could never handle

Easy to ramble about close calls
Tight gambles house always wins
Easy to get locked on couch
Never head out
Even though beautiful days await

Hope you have been given foundation
Begin life’s legacy of healthy memories
Rising steadily overflow eye dams

Drip down invisible masks no livable past
Painful present with fatalistic future

Nurture opposite of pessimistic visions
Release your demons to escape
Lonely prisons

You will be able to hold your son’s hand tighter

Please gather the strength to become a better man
Lover scholar fighter
Soldier rock comforter role model

Not another so called leader whose message rings hollow
Years later no solid reflection to follow

Don’t run from your responsibility
Embrace the challenge

Amari wants to learn from you
Give him proper guidance

For thriving not just simple survival
Your presence and energy is vital

Be of sound mind healthy body developing soul
Forever in control aware of your surroundings

Keep good company proudly introduce your people
Don’t let your honorable history be a burden
A mystery allows you to turn from prior mistakes

Triumphs stand tall
Never slump chump

Essence got so much funk ritmo
Shake that good foot

Jump to grab a star from the sky to light up the earth
Cada cabeza es un mundo

Found my connection to multiverse
Keeping love in constant rotation

Your truest smile
Demonstrates infinite worth

11.19.2013

Sale ahorita

Can never leave

Anticipation of too much to come
Want a part of the action

Even though bell ringing
I’m still here searching working on a masterpiece

Won’t cast a jinx black cloud
Trademarked frownys scowl across brown triangle

Love peace happiness
Bulldozed rose bush

Remember EVERYTHING you can
For time remaining

How much more explaining does divine
Has to remind you on daily

No failing admitting shortcomings long goings
Carrying dropping logs

Science building less destroying
Employing abilities in tune with faculty

Streak of independence
Abolish referendum asking you for more freedom

Seeking royalty within reflection
Please don’t get too twisted
So your movements are impaired

Life is dark project stairs
Where everyone stares at the ground

Sky is too bright
Even hurts to look at your shadow

Pour a gallon of your regret in the gutter
So you could regurgitate all the hate
Painful poison numb your own noise

Complex symphony glorious ghetto imagery
Broken hearted window symmetry
Jagged dagger sympathy

Grand dragon government wizardry
Hunger howl til echoes in brain

Heavy steady burden higher burning
Halfway learning leads to weak application

Wandering while rambling
Unfocused mission statement

Copy that carbon footprint
Matching unique finger

Be the suit not that hanger
Make the beat write the song
Construct a banger top pop chart

Chopped slopped
Spark after screw rolled a lil loose
Almost like a lil space in noose

Slight dash of lies with harsh truth
Candles won’t provide proper wattage

Only back to essence origin
Where we all started

Individual to collective
Stark difference illustrate perspective

Color shades dimensions
All the jails our minds kept in

Isolated direction
Without opportunity to network

Make connections
Look in eyes to acknowledge existence

Absolute miracles we are still living
Lift a glass burn for those gone

We always mourn but
Celebrate a chance to smile and laugh


Funny how fast our magical lives pass

11.17.2013

Smack City

Smacked lifted

charged up non pg 13 version of explicit life
turn off lights but keep electricity flowing

enough to return in one piece
to explain origin of debauchery

taught to see stranger danger
as they plot long range

hard to rearrange pieces to fractured skull
when push pull factors have been negated

frustrated gentrification creeper faster
than dust on face hard to run race
when every move is watched

who is forgotten when only faded mural remains
emptiness riding on desolate train

kids gone blown past curfew
stuck molly in butthole
still channel surfing bad girls club
gangland teen mom
ring alarm media brainwashed youth

metaphysical parody oppression psychological
grey clouds pits stink smell
like harsh truth light henny

an existential abyss
doing more pullups than pushdowns

upchuck purging poisons
add antipathy for cold antipasto of apathy

laugh at our own demise
complicit with early ending

far from happy
good doctor said peace is absence of tension

backedup rage won't let page turn
when mirror reflects blank stares

gave 2 thumbs up for instant approval
stark perusal at bleak record on repeat

gravitational pull falling apart from center

half was a mistake
other you don't remember