1.07.2014

~N get the tilde right


You are not a pawn

Solo necesito amor y paz
Peace absence of tension

No pretending underlying agenda
Ultimatum take it or leave

How happy we are
When we first deceive
Hard to believe

Years evaporate with the quickness
Here you lay

In the midst of rubble strewn
Thrown away discarded

Old memories
Hard to target
Against wooden canvas

What remains after the damage
Unseen unheard mystery

Theory conspiracy all confirmed
Programmed to be part of plan

Don’t violate own code of ethics
What is most required
Your effort opposite of evil

Love can never be lethal

Harboring darkest secret can eat you
Internal inferno

Make it rain journals
Deep discovery

Carrying heaviest luggage
Below tattered portals

Don’t get caught in vortex
Of revenge and envy

We are blessed with plenty
Sufficient you should be satisfied

Sky done cried
Yelled for your yearning

No more yawning
Brand new era of energy
Is dawning

Rejuvenating respawning
Every 7 years

Godly menu
Sampling of select craft beer
World’s oldest beverage
Water and fermented yeast

Demented instinct to keep feeding the beast

Inquire frequently
Where have you been lately
What could you possibly need
To question when passion has been lacking

Clashing of tired titans
Exchanging pleasantries of sweet nothings

Crumbling pieces of cookies
Naïve thesis of rookie

Veteran of boogie down
Polishing shine of crown
While battling colonial depression

Reading Drown and Down These Mean Streets
Where a Nickel Costs a Dime
You could be Smoking Lovely
Seeing a Beautiful Struggle

Loving your Pelo Bueno
En a City that Never Sleeps
La Bodega Sold Dreams

But reality was more often
Puerto Rican Obituary
Stay inspired by Black Statue of Liberty
Singing the 7th Octave for SHE

No Noose is Good Noose
In this Republic of Poetry

Where we Imagine Angels of Bread
Cuba and His Teddy Bear
Better beware of Short Eyes

Give you Capital Punishment
Leaving you Kind of Blue

Searching for a Love Supreme

We ain’t Ready to Die
In this Illmatic innercity

Things Fall Apart
But One Day It Will All Make Sense

Ponte A Trabajar


Ponte a trabajar

Before your shift is over
How can you make a bad situation profitable

One day your future is possible
Resistance to change rather remarkable

One way or another
Make your product guns and butter

Weapon or condiment
Burner flavor

Bullet or packet
Spicy hot lead
Or congealed culture

Deadly to be tasty
Ready for beyond maybe

Period punto
No ellipsis probably

Between parenthesis
Empty spaces

Punctuated by particular pain
Not a game nor practice

Who asking those good questions
Enough substance to get to broken heart

Anti matter
Who’s badder

Pure evil
Or pointless positive

How many apologies
Will you fib
Keep running your jibs

Don’t get barbecued down
To spare ribs

Extra sauce wild pepper right salt

Walk directly connected to talk

solace


Lonely all by myself once again

Wondering how does this pain remain
Solace in shadows looking up at the moon
Reaper tiptoeing death might be coming soon

Once upon a time fairy tales with happilyeverafter
Now its grey hairs retirement heart beating faster

Can’t catch up turtle slow and steady versus rabbit
Ready to do a limpieza eliminate every bad habit

Original savage
Painted distorted abstract with blood splatter

Inspiration running away
Innocence hard to capture

All natural elevation comes from within
Lived a lovely life

Blessings contrasted with sin
Who’s to judge

God tells me I got you it’s all goody
But be great go beyond

No limits possible to escape earth
Spiritual dimension expand larger than universe

Shitty attitude keeps you grounded ghetto altitude
Divine essence only inestimable as much
As you value reflection
Perfection can be developed if you advance perspective

Vasio vagal nerve in back of brain
Triggers blood flow to pause as oxygen levels drop

Consciousness fades lights turned off
Open eyes wide unable to speak

Peak of itis right after bistec y queso
Heavy meal sit lump on stomach
Sat stuck no activation

Temptation to go cold turkey
Fast out all impurities

Assuredly have to focus in order to achieve
Must believe in own dreams otherwise

Fetish fantasy unactualized
Distracted while doing nada
Persuing palabras as destiny don’t let devils get best

Constantly variable liable to switch with direction
Distant breeze let my mind at ease

Visions of future security
Naked as newborn trembling wet exposed

Vulnerable if you touch I might cry
Regrets from concrete to sky

Pick a roof
Release screams to clouds
Only if they chat back

12.19.2013

I love my grandmother, Melba Burgos!

Abuelita abuelita no llore mas
Abuelita abuelita en su vida praying for paz


How did you feel before getting on that avion

English weak but your faith strong as back bearing jibaro burden
Decade after decade world turning always towards sunny manana

Hustle your way through factorias
Sowing lace luxury undergarments by day
By night open and shut down the Copa

Una mujer en la ciudad
Bailando until breakadawn

Ritmo mas profundo makes you sing along
Release all that pena each song

Large family in small apartments
Dreams squeezed into roach motel railroad
Prewar buildings born for arson insurance

Drama kept you moving
Hard to preach Que Pasa Power
When children are starving

Cornflakes with water
Ketchup sandwich bacalaito for breakfast
Yucca for dinner

May the Lord be with you always
We feeble fellow sinners
Don’t pass judgement on next brother

Who knows when emptiness will be fulfilled
Grandma’s hands crotchet Lares flag
Collecting dust in back of closet

Let tumbleweeds push past parched desert
Constant conversation with Dios
From your blessed mouth to beloved ears

On your side no boogieman to fear
Except monsters you been created
Image of Beetlejuice don’t say name 3 times
Appear instantly behind bad memories

Distraction is contagious
Top of head to bottom of toes
Become your holy gospel before eyes close

Shielding you from hood frights
City skyline in broken distance
Bedroom looking at Rikers Riverside
Harlem State building to Empire

Hardwired to hold on to hope
Kiss your bony knuckles to knock out negativity
Followed by heavenly trinity

Sunrise to midnight
Echandolo Pa’lante never polite

Your smile is a kite
Flying from highest cascada en el Yunque
Able to see Guzman Abajo
And look up at confianza constellations

Forever watching

12.13.2013

Reclamar


Back amongst origins exploring again

Discovered old journals
Handwriting hasn’t improved
Barely legible hardly forgettable

So many nights still trying to understand
What’s already been said

This is not to make friends
Along red cracked ground

How does the view sound
80 year old trees
Whistle with hood bochinche

Who got locked dropped copped
Chopped stopped

Where did imagination go?

Nobody plays on the block unless
You got kicked out with nowhere else to be
Except dribble on a dry patch

Couldn’t catch the cloud
If they throw bombs onions in your wax gear

Wish I could be tough enough to survive a shot
Body and brain begin soul transition to otherside

Where you look back from old photos
Only revisited when they remember
Death anniversary and birthday

All the inbetweens hopefully had some
Laughter tears scars
Drifting out in the stars distant universe

Like your multi purpose
Electronic supersonic hood
Just like CPG except you live for infinity
Time beyond distance

If we was all perfect
There would be no wrinkles grey hairs
Missing teeth lumps where ain’t supposed to be
Eating preservatives

Run around the park
Get a couple laps to keep up that youth
Spoiled sitting on manmade carcass

Cold case still throbbing mobbing with sadness
No time for relaxing

Keep pushing no simple spaces lovely curves
More ugly words proverbs and psalms

Controlled remotely by robot making you digital
Supreme mind of knowledge criminal

Bless you until vegetable
Are you letting you?

Go how you screaming
Bless you salud dinero amor

HAGALO POR FAVOR
Divine only helps
Those who help themselves

you already wearing your costume


What type of terror

Exist in murky blood puddles
Fangs dripping off flesh of fools

Talking live zombies at thriller video shoot
Past midnight when freaks been out getting faded

Sunshine cause vampires to hibernate
Put on a scream mask and sit in shadows waiting for next victim

Predictable outcome brother dies early
White girl is saved
Couple shouldn’t have snuggled
Surprising villain
Light snuff film

Sadistic psychotic within your optic
Locked in fantasies of massacre for times
Invisible bullies attacking you

Mosquito drones are tracking you
Metadata conquers metaphysical

Mediocre typical brainwashed leeches

Frogs jumping up down block
Spiders crawling snakes slither
Ravens cry never more

All a part of savage ghetto picture
Black white moody greys
Hissing radiators
Creeking doors

Who is out to get me
Demons and devils waiting whenever you ain’t ready

Eyeballs creep roll to slow focus
Teeth chatter from misty frio

Cono compai que lio
Trapped
Without mystery machine or Scooby doo

Proverbial creep standing middle of deserted road
Lonely barrio with nowhere to go

Wasteland destroyed
Infrastructure damaged population
Controlled by government concentration

One channel clear media manipulation
No escaping matrix unless you conquered fear
Used as fuel for survival

Hope is vital
Faith is necessary
Love is revolutionary
When confronting scary cold planet

Time to be action hero
With horror movie script you been handed
Improvise inspiration memorize motivation

Tomorrow depends on saints and angels collaboration
Got God’s army prepared to bang out with Satan

Convinced 85ers he doesn’t exist
Easy to ignore evil

Peace and positivity belongs to the people
Righteousness will always triumph over wrong

Whenever you shook
You must resolve your foundation to be strong

12.06.2013

my pillow

Possessive

Don’t let your son run away
Hold him tight against chest

Until he tells you
It’s time to walk

Learning to talk
Comes first with a set of demands

Divine can lift you vertical
Keep marching towards horizon
Enterprising your energy

Vida is endless entropy

Letting dust settle
Before rising to next level

Volume surrounds whispers echo
Streetlights give
Glamorous shine to glorious ghetto

Scream at the sky
While walking over a bridge

Learn from subconscious
Give you instructions how to live

Gratitude determines your aptitude
Can’t complain if you slacking to lean

Can hardly dream if you only accept reality
Worth can’t be equated with salary

Cut the calories
Trim fat from diet
Please try it don’t fight it

Protector when patrolling playgrounds
Possible peligros

Stuck in same exact spot
Only thing changing is scenery

Same rock and tree keep passing on loop
Hasty pursuits

Faith can make you faster
All those accomplishments might gas you

Agree with your affirmations
Cultivate creative

Don’t let propaganda alter your native

Hold love in your hands

Don’t let anyone ever take it