2.26.2015

peace beloved


Gutter Star Haikus
            For Sir Pop a Lot

Color schemes program
Brown shorties to become hood
Subliminal traps

By design you can’t
See sky over projects’ height
Won’t go where don’t see

hood flick


Glory Portrait

Dropouts about to get back in the game
Pop 40 highlights outta town escapades

Been afraid
Tomorrow might transition
Too comfortable to bounce so hastily

Lately becomes yesterday
Half a man cell decay evaporates with each pull
Lil higher stale lavender flowerpot
Opposite of true intelligence

Can’t get an overtime replay
Blown call at hood tournament
Do over suspect Watson flooded
Camouflaged hot boys ready to ignite fuse

Challenge your promotional single will ever
Reunite familia haven’t seen
Since shat for amusing embarrassment

Ayer chopped down faster than
Ancient swamp trees
Woodchip legacy

Projector on side of brick fades with sun
Rises over brighter mistakes
You can’t take back when your ball caught limbs
Bird shit dropped on brim

Chances are slim screams battle
Just to hear loud whispers

What we supposed to do with all this knowledge
Brag about ignorance
Or freely distribute jewels to beloved
Float gravity deadly possibility

Pluck grey hair
Wisdom be Achilles
No time for shook sons
Don’t question power
Voice is necessary

When old wounds get fresh scabs
Grab mother’s hand
Stop dumb weight crashing father’s dome

Should know lane by now
More confused how life will turn out

Stay rooted in faith
Happiness is not for sale

Point is to do it
Fuck depression if you fail

You succeed from your effort
This is not your fault

You don’t deserve doubt
Hang on to hope

Don’t dead your dreams
Impossible seems likely

Fighting air letting you breathe
Accept anger

Endless bliss crying hurts
Perhaps manana won’t end like this

Give thanks for your ground
Floor slanted to make you slouch
The real has just stepped into the house

fucked up angel


Nuyorican Angel of Desperation

Go get it
Got that fever itching

Cojelo con take it easy
Suave pai
No need for bug out be chillz

Relax these are facts
Relapse more probable than elevation
Resuscitation of reputation unlikely

Why try fighting your oppression
You have that tranquil passive lean

Fux your American dream
CREAM ain’t just a ring tone

Bunch of shallow company
Shut up and smoke dope

Shells never dummy
How hungry are you

Enough to sacrifice
Can you go with out

No matter how loud you shout
No one listening

Hands clammy puddles
Plan one day to bubble

For now real struggle
Cotton mouth stinky paranoia

Legal aid inconvenient lawyer
Lack of ours waste hours

Watching brown skin wrinkle
Dried fruit bruised and beautiful

Shit shave shower
Might feel better about regular routine

Pana this ain’t a dream
Attempting fantasia out every day

Which way
Can’t fix a crooked game

Exclusive proof you lame
Copycat kitty until you bitten
Hand that breeds you
Who believes you

People in lurk of some strife
Gripping bubble guts

So hangry could belch
For fine first impression

Eye contact without daps
Thirsty coqui peleando
For last sips of dusty botella of regret 

angels son


Nuyorican Angel of Tragedy

Boiling all of sudden
Drop frozen yucca
Thaw on gummy spine

Precipice of pinnacle
Shaky wobbly
Pocketful of ni papa ni agua

Fuzzy tumbleweed shutdown records
Fertile plot reap succulent revenge
Worthy of heirloom redemption

Biggest flaw is carrying burden
Con gusto

Swimming between comfortable coast
Endless ocean abyss

Get reacquainted with barrio of Atlantis
Switch vantage penthouse fire escape
Boomed out dungeon basement

Bad decisions inconvenient timing
Epiphany evil lurking

Silver lining shadows
Shatter glass in case of certainty
Blurring greys and browns

Thunderstorm with no contingency
Extinction coming imminently

Starts off with cough then congestion
Heavy burden then stressing

Aging before maturity
Unexpected demise
Poverty resigned impossible dreams

Get used to drowning as breathing
Leaking as healing
Losing like keeping

Honesty sneaky stealthily smuggling
Suffering in tiny paper cut slices

Price is cheap
Product defective

Creeping in shadows of blessings
Bathe in bucket of tears
Floating in funnel of fears

Mistaken motivation through years
Frustrated days slowly disappear

Don’t turn around
Act surprised

Whole life
Been watching you
As I lie

1.21.2015

Props to SOPA

And so I am alive today
And I call that
Victory
Naomi Ayala

Fly the flag reconquering your essential space
No disclaimer for what’s already been given

Standing on top of past failures
Dancing over self denial
Brand new bugalu bangs with blessings

Message no longer be afraid of divine protection
Profession of faith is to stomp sin compromise

In face of criticism
Unmask yourself obvious villain

Jeepers evil stalks you
Shaking chair inviting beef as you soothe
Away anxiety with good news gathering

What have you done
Daring to exist fearless

Don’t let weakness be strongest attribute
Legacy testament to how tough you been

Next century smoothly circulate
Regenerative energy motivate ancestors to share

Despite lack of invitation you made presence visible
Stuck in critical statis
Undermines basis of self actualization

Sacrifice reputation
For sake in creating original path

Most awake when
Opportunity can be affirmed

Return to examine growth
Hope to not see you here
For quite some time

Do me a favor and get lost
Relocate where you should land

Safely enough whole flight
Give Bronx cheers for timely arrival

Participation crucial enthusiasm vital
Earn props for surviving

Predestined outcome of inevitable demise

Do not be shook to show how you’ve risen
All our problems are now forgiven

Peace Maestro. Props to El Profe and Capicu

Something Simple
After John Rodriguez

Mama asked
You out there
Writing or puffing

Poet on park bench paranoid
Can’t avoid being naked

Santos scream
You better slide quickly or
Suffer reefer percussions

Scribble noise
So proud to be Story Avenue
Sound View rough drafts
Noble nightmares

Left block any chance could
Even though gone
Carry Clason Point in backpack

Move in silence
To the head so loud
You still smoking

Shorties still bugging
Homies grew up
Brothers outta town
Papa’s clubbing
Mama’s moving

Body weary
Bleak pastel shades

Steaming heavy
Too early in morning

Love’s hangover
Lonely shadows

Slow dancing diablos
Throwing piropos at cielo
Charm a silver lining out cloudy sky

2015 heavy

Don’t sign away your life

Pow wow with proud people
Bring forth righteousness

Divine drop jewels round neck
Catch respect all praises for mazes
Meant to capture wide lenses frame

Broken ears repaired heart
Band aid round brain

Rabbit receiver plyers on black and white Vision
Prisons bended bars to let you taste freedom
Through hole in fence

Prevent shame from overpowering passion
Why did you begin rapping
Lurking remixes to love death pain happiness

Satisfied with malaise
Conquering inaction with professionalism

Maturity assuredly
Positive logical profitable blessings added
Each one like counting pennies

Who can be friendly
When acquaintance is convenient enemy

Wondering why you so lonely when you seek
Bitter company suffering solitude
When you should have happier attitude

Open windows look out pull shade
Pray to mirror give thanks to sky

All the reasons why lie outside
Go gather your semillas
To reap proper harvest

Charges against you been dropped
At the puddles you been splish splash

Catching chill at dusty elbows
Let your warmth thaw your frost

Add up the cost
Cancel out your weakness

What is this voice you speak of
Grappling ghosts
Deadening demons

Realize your potential is within
Shine of your gleaming

No more half stepping
Declaring dreams out loud