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autumn boom
master plan
so called
unbeknownst
fist bumps
in place of daps
homie
embrace
still ain’t
doin shit
barely trust
anyone
shook on
humble
creep
through on low
post up soak
game
bricks
sponge trees
scream where
you at
you might
die
bit drunker
move
violation
less life
heavy breath
wet unaware
ripe for
diablo plucking
absent
minded gravity
swept off
glass breaking
sirens
shriek
light peak
hoody work
few dapper
clappers
cannabis
humor
17 blunts
all but 9 got smoked
how many
left
obvious
answers
won’t cure
drought
two types
existence or
nah
we twisting
or blah
spiders
crawling
crispy
creeper
are you
using your gifts
some might
blast you
for still
visiting
not
gimmicking lyric king
instant ko
rock them
top them
drop them
forgot them
forgive them
for living
fucked up odds
throwback
heater
stressed
evaporation
impatient
gloomy
clouds match
anxious heartbeat
left out
with no back up
pimping
stretch marks
rest in
peace scars
game real
few options
left
lung aborted
constant
chiefing
brief chance
enter leave
regain
foundation
morales
please
believe
frosted not frosting
noodle knees
fuck what
you please
we could
always shake
mistake not
money just principalities
what you
would
how you will
afterparty
stunnas hittas clappers
son son dun
raised
new reaping
steaming
buffet
heaping where you creeping
everybody
already know
your
smackosity
monsters
creating mentalities
ready for
self destruction
young
corruption
brief
hostilities
brand new
possibilities
become
dubbed
club with
empty pockets
brotherly
grudge
fudge
fingerprints
sign me in
cut me i cut
you back
hold these
divine beads
while two
behemoths squabble
mother
sister whispered
child be
easy
why should
your mother rest easy
while you
kill each in front of my window
do what you
can
but i known
you since you were screaming
because of
shitty diapers
have a
blessed day
better have
a conscience
addicted to
nonsense
easy ot skip
casual light
flip
right back
to script
finagle
dangle scheme
every angle
pain painted
dark green
in mahogany
skin
maroon grey
chipped
flakes
queen chump
style
plop your
man forth right
saluting how
you slouch
grouch grind
bludgeoned terrain
distilled
grain fermented bug
kitty game
purring at
furry box
song of
lonely fire fish bones
see where
you been
what you’ve
done
gargamels
going after smurfs
big homie
ghost floats over
chessboard
beef
violation
lead to ramifications
repercussions
while rolling up
next potion
will sink in shadows
tell you
love me
for rest of
how long i growl at your drum
grind off
that bass
bang boom
dropped at bus stop
next to lane
called neverland
skeeters
taste sweet blood
bust that
pen open off lemon haze
eyes looked
within where darkness echoes
come back
home
if sky gotta
call you twice
gonna break
that bottom
addicted too
many distractions
at your
deliberate disposal
keep your
composure
congrats on
your tour
be safe and
blessed
who pulls up
and pushed out
how much
longer than ever needed
believe in
what is sold in 5x5
stamped with
commemorative orange wilsons
red diablos
smiling
wish for you
to return show love
2 for 15 3
for 25 special
reach as far
as elbows can stretch lactic
sausage fest
of scraps at 3 in corn
funky fracas
over pink bitch
holding
hollow hatred
cradle what
can make whole
chains
crushed genealogy stomped
brotherhood
disgusted
no need to
get snuffed
conflict not
for everyone
o you think
you tuff
prove who
foolish the loudest
bracking fracking
rough
materials
injected chemicals
beneath
ruptured melanin
quell what
demons lurk
scuffed skin
complacent
con pecado
butter
salmon or camarron al ajillo
a lo major
dame langosta
supposed to
be applying certain reglas
not be
bangin like bad girls gone wrong
can’t we all
just get along
save a day
for brighter tomorrow
twisted with
our trillness
flexing so
unfulfilling
killing time
throwing
alarm clock across
messy room
fluorescent
light emit sonic frequencies
cause you to
follow fuck shit
see concrete
connect the dots for yourself
release yo
delf
poke up your
doubt to create
school
project
unique
snowflake with scissors
go outside
chrome point
crew
by the big
park circle
next to
garbage cans empty bottles
in front of
broken mirrors
clason point angel of the backpark
toss guts in
grass
throw
wrappers in trash
yall sound
the same
each kingpin
still asking for change
shame
elephant sprinkler flying
stuck on
ground
watching
fools cut school to burn
within
security of 4 fences 4 exits
peek over
shoulders
visitors
never protected
you got muck
he got fire
what’s good
session
dead them
leeches fall
when autumn rushes
slugs crawl
slowly
blink
antenna eyes
bucks
blossom butterflies
sneak into
backyard bbq
all kin
created from cups of concrete
benches turn
to couches
catch breeze
and breathe
bittersweet
bronx river mist
risky
hanging too long
daydream
until sunset
silence
permitted nightly
better to
yell to be heard precisely
slide thru
drive by
daps light
up peace fully unto you
make moves
for future reference
keep
stepping
play area
closes after dusk
don’t recreation
live off
good times and bad luck
disposable income
preexisting
condition with affliction
to ignoring
cultural tradition
how can this
transition into raw capital
suitable for
social economic political guerilla warfare
known knowns
known
unknown
hood shorties
voluntarily give up
because of
subliminal intimidation
plantations
been preserved
invisible
chains around decaying brain
withering
body
unhealthy
processed bodega
tasty
synthetic food
hunger pains
give ill attitude
students
said it’s too dark in projects
can only
read by streetlight
bleak vision
fuzzy focus
they leave
the tv on so commercials
can program
their dreams
gold plated
ghetto
is not as
shiny as it seems with
delicious
distraction
fashionable
fads
terror
trends
can’t
recognize
who is enemy
who is
friend
none left
vulture
scavengers have bled
remainder of
revolution
mosquito
drone fly into ear
make you
zone to lower levels
scan barcode
of humanity
only see
veins intoxicated
corrupt
chemicals
inedible
vegetables
seeds sown
in contaminated soil
guns oil
diamonds
carrot
dangling silly rabbits
will never
feast
ain’t no
place safe
when eyes
always watching
plotting
sophisticated algorithm
disrupting
electric signals
governing
stressed nervous system
delayed
reaction makes you
destroy your
brother
slander your
sister
misguided
violence produces
empty
existence
so ignorant
never learned how to listen
mire bobito
pon atencion
greatest
weapon is a burnt tongue
waiting to
scream
declare the
pain
we need
world to change
overcoming
internal conflict
soul guiding
purpose
application
of essential knowledge
critical to
resurrection of reason
believe in
pigment’s power
melanin
reflection of sun
heart’s drum
will forever keep a descarga beat
ready to
improvise the inevitable antidote to poison
polluting
our pa’lante
upon
entrance
make a ninja
like exit
leaving
bodies behind you
with rest of
tomorrow in front of
glossy eyes
unafraid of frightful fate
is it all
too late
to start
making a comeback
nah son
ain’t where
you from
how you
break out that trap
look at those faces
mira esas
caras
el cielo
winks and smirks
got me
believing divine
had fingers
crossed when he was making us
promises he
would eventually keep
did your
hustle add up enough to merit
gifted and
talented status that distances you
from your
hood hardly recognizing your roots
you was on
the block they discussed in class
and didn’t
find any of those pathologies or theories
cited in
academic articles footnoting your faith
laughed at
lectures because professor ideas were all wrongly
based on
faulty research
patriarchal
genocidal white supremacy
hierarchy
fallacy of savage natives
when all
they do is take our creation
wonder why
we so impatient
need to
chill soak in the ocean skin a sponge
heart a drum
to make the waves
crash
against mind’s shore
memories
overflood motivation
until
immobilized
watching the
movement maintain
while yall
were up in vip
we were
behind the velvet rope in the rain
hoping to
shimmy shoulders until sweaty
shake off
ancient pain lethargic lint
clinging to
static shock as erratic clock
second hand
skips precious few moments to never return
what did we
actually learn as the mundo turned
what did we
shout to make the world stop spinning
silent
screams won’t deliver destiny
exclusive
16s might make you platinum
but the sun
will only give you a shout out
if you up
early to hear lovely livelification
don’t let
that determination turn drowsy
beautiful
day even if it’s cloudy
sky said
what’s good fuck your frownys
stay true to
your honesty
any probably
should be most definite certainty
universe has
no sense of urgency
but a
thunderous cackle at your agonizing absurdity
mumbling your
definition
fumbling
with your tradition
bopping on
the block
please stop
bullshitting
it’s raining
because the clouds
crying at
how we living
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