Soon siempre comes
Project radiator
broils insides, no wonder always so thirsty, cocoa butter can’t quench internal
dehydration, once was normal, now just want to leave, an early exit unless you
linger longer than required, more hawks circle over littlest session, hunting
obvious scraps from open air garbage, morning ritual demands fresh inspiration,
seated at perfect angle, no fatigue, renewed hours escape burning busting or
sleeping in between squeeze a hallelujah out anxious arms, all that temporary
distraction, hope don’t cause harm jaba’o jovencito who could smoke so quiet,
loudest coughs, abandoned disciplined focus, necessity of declaration with dedicated
action, no more time to play outside, began not so secretly over 20 years ago, got
that elevation if you need it – just saying – don’t go looking everywhere else
when you know right down block – most convenient medicine magnet convergence of
juncos confirms thought process, no evolution exists if keep pressing rewind,
searching for lost nickels will never find purpose looking behind unless
calculate sum of grandest mistakes never made again, may these bodies take migration
flight of eternal flutter, crispiest praise to stoned stuckiness, these bricks
shall remain long past bluesiest demise, doing best I can, nothing else, do you
hear me confessing my stress, heart recovering from old bruise, everyday lonely
fighting, this extension beyond before plea for forgiveness, earliest emergency,
jumbled heave honest players for everlasting love, when asked what can’t live
without, won’t prefer death over this lovely pain, yet key to survival; carry
on, handle bizness accordingly despite the bullshit because that’s gonna
happen, happy response is best answers, create classic destined to become.
