asi fue

Asi fue

Another night
In the essence
Of what remains

How can you
Ride the train
Along the spine
Of the sinister city

Time passes
By so quickly
Whenever you
Want life to pause

Often I find myself
Wandering around
Lost from the main
Objective next mission

Searching outside
Everything been here
In front of face
Right below eyes

The room where
You wish upon
The moon cracked
Light shot to awake

Questions await fate
Careful to wise choice
Another disaster comes
From fast mistake

Walking amongst guts
Butts loose lips nuts
Quick thighs prompt high
Salty tears friends die

Benches where queens
Are found strutting
To get to otherside
Smile sunshine survive

What can you say
When the words aren’t enough
Inspiration to keep you going
Sitting naked and silent

Without a clue for plans
Right now is life
Everything else is dreams
Spending money on smoke

That evaporates 10 minutes
After burned forgotten mission
And all those things
You thought you coulda did

Always same shit another day
How about different mierda
And some time to pray
For ways outside of this

Can’t describe only want you
To live it with my eyes my stomach
My legs my feets
Constant vibrations when breeze blows

Feels so weak more weeks pass
Nothing changes souls trip
Close to the edge slip
Remnants scent remains

Strange when home feels unsafe
Even more odd when you look around
And see older faces chasing the memories
You left behind in a bag by the benches

Not knowing if tomorrow will ever come
Smiling sunshine survive