2.04.2010
new shit
wish everyone peace and serenity. i will miss harlem. cant believe this boogie down baby is going to queens. ay dios. let's get it. 2010.
in the gritty
In the Gritty, you can’t help but blink hard
-after Oscar Bermeo
God of 2nd guessing
God of highly doubtful
God of greedy misfortune
God of grinding
God of get up get out do something
God of gangsta gangsta
God of airing it out
God of what’s cracking
God of what’s popping
God of can’t stop won’t stop
God of I gots to get my weight up
God of haters who love you
God of lovers who hate you
God of getting low
God of getting fresh
God of make believe magic
God of magnified miracles
God of meaning well
God of so much lint I’m rich
God of so much money I’m broke
God of gimme greed
God of it’s all about me
God of get the fuck outta here
God of you better not be playin me
God of Build a Nation
God of I’m tired of waitin’
God of wake up with the sun
God of Government Cheese
God of Food Stamps
God of No Frills gives more chills
God of no worldly possessions
God of concealed weapons
God of Stop and Frisk
God of Freedom as a last wish
God of Central Bookings
God of Public Defenders
God of troubled pretenders
God of swear I’m innocent
God of presumed guilty
God of crosseyed justice
God of Lady Liberty
God of Privitized prisons
God of We Need You
God of is anyone listening?
-after Oscar Bermeo
God of 2nd guessing
God of highly doubtful
God of greedy misfortune
God of grinding
God of get up get out do something
God of gangsta gangsta
God of airing it out
God of what’s cracking
God of what’s popping
God of can’t stop won’t stop
God of I gots to get my weight up
God of haters who love you
God of lovers who hate you
God of getting low
God of getting fresh
God of make believe magic
God of magnified miracles
God of meaning well
God of so much lint I’m rich
God of so much money I’m broke
God of gimme greed
God of it’s all about me
God of get the fuck outta here
God of you better not be playin me
God of Build a Nation
God of I’m tired of waitin’
God of wake up with the sun
God of Government Cheese
God of Food Stamps
God of No Frills gives more chills
God of no worldly possessions
God of concealed weapons
God of Stop and Frisk
God of Freedom as a last wish
God of Central Bookings
God of Public Defenders
God of troubled pretenders
God of swear I’m innocent
God of presumed guilty
God of crosseyed justice
God of Lady Liberty
God of Privitized prisons
God of We Need You
God of is anyone listening?
asi fue
Asi fue
Another night
In the essence
Of what remains
How can you
Ride the train
Along the spine
Of the sinister city
Time passes
By so quickly
Whenever you
Want life to pause
Often I find myself
Wandering around
Lost from the main
Objective next mission
Searching outside
Everything been here
In front of face
Right below eyes
The room where
You wish upon
The moon cracked
Light shot to awake
Questions await fate
Careful to wise choice
Another disaster comes
From fast mistake
Walking amongst guts
Butts loose lips nuts
Quick thighs prompt high
Salty tears friends die
Benches where queens
Are found strutting
To get to otherside
Smile sunshine survive
What can you say
When the words aren’t enough
Inspiration to keep you going
Sitting naked and silent
Without a clue for plans
Right now is life
Everything else is dreams
Spending money on smoke
That evaporates 10 minutes
After burned forgotten mission
And all those things
You thought you coulda did
Always same shit another day
How about different mierda
And some time to pray
For ways outside of this
Can’t describe only want you
To live it with my eyes my stomach
My legs my feets
Constant vibrations when breeze blows
Feels so weak more weeks pass
Nothing changes souls trip
Close to the edge slip
Remnants scent remains
Strange when home feels unsafe
Even more odd when you look around
And see older faces chasing the memories
You left behind in a bag by the benches
Not knowing if tomorrow will ever come
Smiling sunshine survive
Another night
In the essence
Of what remains
How can you
Ride the train
Along the spine
Of the sinister city
Time passes
By so quickly
Whenever you
Want life to pause
Often I find myself
Wandering around
Lost from the main
Objective next mission
Searching outside
Everything been here
In front of face
Right below eyes
The room where
You wish upon
The moon cracked
Light shot to awake
Questions await fate
Careful to wise choice
Another disaster comes
From fast mistake
Walking amongst guts
Butts loose lips nuts
Quick thighs prompt high
Salty tears friends die
Benches where queens
Are found strutting
To get to otherside
Smile sunshine survive
What can you say
When the words aren’t enough
Inspiration to keep you going
Sitting naked and silent
Without a clue for plans
Right now is life
Everything else is dreams
Spending money on smoke
That evaporates 10 minutes
After burned forgotten mission
And all those things
You thought you coulda did
Always same shit another day
How about different mierda
And some time to pray
For ways outside of this
Can’t describe only want you
To live it with my eyes my stomach
My legs my feets
Constant vibrations when breeze blows
Feels so weak more weeks pass
Nothing changes souls trip
Close to the edge slip
Remnants scent remains
Strange when home feels unsafe
Even more odd when you look around
And see older faces chasing the memories
You left behind in a bag by the benches
Not knowing if tomorrow will ever come
Smiling sunshine survive
11.10.2009
beyond
Beyond bullshit drowning you til you can’t breathe
Beyond bochinche bouncing off your brain
Beyond the block barricading you to the barrio
Beyond visions of video thuggery
Beyond the sun smiling while setting
Beyond your body image looking like the magazines
Beyond the perfection of your rolling r’s
Beyond the timing of your two step
Beyond the ideals of utopian American society
Beyond stuck on stereotypes
Beyond being broke as evaluation of self worth
Beyond meeting hate with hate
Beyond identifying your identity with your occupation
Beyond qualifying your intelligence with your education
Beyond the boxes you are asked to check
Beyond name brands slicing up your self esteem
Beyond repeating the same lies over and over again
Beyond the jails confining your justice
Beyond twenty second sound bites to sum up your soul
Beyond accolades glitz glam and prizes
Beyond commercials commanding your cash
Beyond bad credit condemning you to craziness
Beyond spiral types of cycles bringing you back
Beyond accepting your fate as a give away
Beyond waking up not looking forward to day
Beyond going to sleep with a hardened heart
Beyond clouds not containing chaos
Beyond skies simplicity use soul’s synchronicity
Beyond allowing the mirror to look ugly
Beyond waiting for the world to throw you a happy hour
Beyond talking up the release date still nothing drop
Beyond settling for less mediocre obscurities
Beyond the zenith
Beyond good meaning
Beyond just dreaming
Beyond bochinche bouncing off your brain
Beyond the block barricading you to the barrio
Beyond visions of video thuggery
Beyond the sun smiling while setting
Beyond your body image looking like the magazines
Beyond the perfection of your rolling r’s
Beyond the timing of your two step
Beyond the ideals of utopian American society
Beyond stuck on stereotypes
Beyond being broke as evaluation of self worth
Beyond meeting hate with hate
Beyond identifying your identity with your occupation
Beyond qualifying your intelligence with your education
Beyond the boxes you are asked to check
Beyond name brands slicing up your self esteem
Beyond repeating the same lies over and over again
Beyond the jails confining your justice
Beyond twenty second sound bites to sum up your soul
Beyond accolades glitz glam and prizes
Beyond commercials commanding your cash
Beyond bad credit condemning you to craziness
Beyond spiral types of cycles bringing you back
Beyond accepting your fate as a give away
Beyond waking up not looking forward to day
Beyond going to sleep with a hardened heart
Beyond clouds not containing chaos
Beyond skies simplicity use soul’s synchronicity
Beyond allowing the mirror to look ugly
Beyond waiting for the world to throw you a happy hour
Beyond talking up the release date still nothing drop
Beyond settling for less mediocre obscurities
Beyond the zenith
Beyond good meaning
Beyond just dreaming
really real
Graphically drastic
Magically tragic
Stretched out like the fabric
Of holy underwears
He was a paradox
Perfectly flawed
So broken he was together
Smiling while crying
Laughing while bawling
Walking while crawling
Cracked concrete felt
Like feathers across ashy skin
So smooth the bumps
Were oily slopes softly firm
Found comfort in squirming
Doing nothing was his way of learning
Spending was earning
Making it rain was saving
Cool composed relaxed when body aching
His awakening falling deeper asleep
While going acapella he found his own beat
All the hate felt like love
Going below the surface was rising above
So down bottom felt like up top
He thought if he let go
He would float not drop
To keep going only means to stop
Continual motion really was steady posting
The corners chaos kept him calm
Only got the moisture of his hand inside empty palms
The wind chill kept him warm
Seeing his own breath made him sweat
Airing out his bizness was the only secret he kept
Others success made him bitter
Liquor became fruit juice
Getting incredibly tight was really rather loose
Truth a bundle of innocent lies
Eyes merely mirrors of lonely dark ghetto
Where voices echo is your conscience
Calling you to collective action
Not passing the time like murder of minutes
Assassination of seconds
Using words as weapons silence as a shield
Whatever is real is actually fake
What he face looks like worst nightmare
But those demons and devils become best friends
Wish he could start all over
But too quickly he at the end
Magically tragic
Stretched out like the fabric
Of holy underwears
He was a paradox
Perfectly flawed
So broken he was together
Smiling while crying
Laughing while bawling
Walking while crawling
Cracked concrete felt
Like feathers across ashy skin
So smooth the bumps
Were oily slopes softly firm
Found comfort in squirming
Doing nothing was his way of learning
Spending was earning
Making it rain was saving
Cool composed relaxed when body aching
His awakening falling deeper asleep
While going acapella he found his own beat
All the hate felt like love
Going below the surface was rising above
So down bottom felt like up top
He thought if he let go
He would float not drop
To keep going only means to stop
Continual motion really was steady posting
The corners chaos kept him calm
Only got the moisture of his hand inside empty palms
The wind chill kept him warm
Seeing his own breath made him sweat
Airing out his bizness was the only secret he kept
Others success made him bitter
Liquor became fruit juice
Getting incredibly tight was really rather loose
Truth a bundle of innocent lies
Eyes merely mirrors of lonely dark ghetto
Where voices echo is your conscience
Calling you to collective action
Not passing the time like murder of minutes
Assassination of seconds
Using words as weapons silence as a shield
Whatever is real is actually fake
What he face looks like worst nightmare
But those demons and devils become best friends
Wish he could start all over
But too quickly he at the end
10.20.2009
exclusive
Asi fue
Another night
In the essence
Of what remains
How can you
Ride the train
Along the spine
Of the sinister city
Time passes
By so quickly
Whenever you
Want life to pause
Often I find myself
Wandering around
Lost from the main
Objective next mission
Searching outside
Everything been here
In front of face
Right below eyes
The room where
You wish upon
The moon cracked
Light shot to awake
Questions await fate
Careful to wise choice
Another disaster comes
From fast mistake
Walking amongst guts
Butts loose lips nuts
Quick thighs prompt high
Salty tears friends die
Benches where queens
Are found strutting
To get to otherside
Smile sunshine survive
What can you say
When the words aren’t enough
Inspiration to keep you going
Sitting naked and silent
Without a clue for plans
Right now is life
Everything else is dreams
Spending money on smoke
That evaporates 10 minutes
After burned forgotten mission
And all those things
You thought you coulda did
Always same shit another day
How about different mierda
And some time to pray
For ways outside of this
Can’t describe only want you
To live it with my eyes my stomach
My legs my feets
Constant vibrations when breeze blows
Feels so weak more weeks pass
Nothing changes souls trip
Close to the edge slip
Remnants scent remains
Strange when home feels unsafe
Even more odd when you look around
And see older faces chasing the memories
You left behind in a bag by the benches
Not knowing if tomorrow will ever come
Smiling sunshine survive
Another night
In the essence
Of what remains
How can you
Ride the train
Along the spine
Of the sinister city
Time passes
By so quickly
Whenever you
Want life to pause
Often I find myself
Wandering around
Lost from the main
Objective next mission
Searching outside
Everything been here
In front of face
Right below eyes
The room where
You wish upon
The moon cracked
Light shot to awake
Questions await fate
Careful to wise choice
Another disaster comes
From fast mistake
Walking amongst guts
Butts loose lips nuts
Quick thighs prompt high
Salty tears friends die
Benches where queens
Are found strutting
To get to otherside
Smile sunshine survive
What can you say
When the words aren’t enough
Inspiration to keep you going
Sitting naked and silent
Without a clue for plans
Right now is life
Everything else is dreams
Spending money on smoke
That evaporates 10 minutes
After burned forgotten mission
And all those things
You thought you coulda did
Always same shit another day
How about different mierda
And some time to pray
For ways outside of this
Can’t describe only want you
To live it with my eyes my stomach
My legs my feets
Constant vibrations when breeze blows
Feels so weak more weeks pass
Nothing changes souls trip
Close to the edge slip
Remnants scent remains
Strange when home feels unsafe
Even more odd when you look around
And see older faces chasing the memories
You left behind in a bag by the benches
Not knowing if tomorrow will ever come
Smiling sunshine survive
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