2.08.2016
2.01.2016
Clason Point Gardens Poetry
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10473
After you hop off the Bx5
At the corner of Story and Noble
Head up the block to Hot Millz
24/7 convenience Lotto and Deli
for your preferred roll ups dollar Arizona
and Ham & Cheese on roll
before you go back to the lab
so you can eat relax zone out and don’t
have to go back outside to pass the chessboards
see Dee Lush wrinkle under orange ambiance
every Bloka watching cars criss cross twisted lane
what set you claim
what gang you bang
what up Tone session
why you keeping it moving
no longer chill while all the broke homies linger
everyone grew up passed on left behind
once was great
now outside way too late
lost can’t find
salvation on sale at corner store
no way to escape
we here until we find something better
never forget foundation
remember everywhere you fell down
scraped skin thought wouldn’t stop bleeding
what a feeling bags getting more brolic
Walk around every brick got similar flame product
So much fire
Burned away potential of powerful pueblo
Continuing legacy of broken barrio
Who will organize the tenants of Clason Point
All those years
Generations squeezed in couches
Any possibility of public private propriety
Instead infectious anxiety
PSA 8 still lurking for a security slip
Overnight trip
Throggs Neck Housing Precinct not even
43rd across slick street
Right next to People’s Firehouse with
Season’s Greetings Wreath
Peek from childhood windows
Might find best friend from next door
Paying drive thru visit
Cement spirit mimic ice grill lyrics
Every Soundview rapper brags about
What guap they got
But you real Sangre
Under federal indictment
Move quiet about how you get it
Nah so loud
Always advertise whatever emptiness available
Wise guy grey hairs gracefully exit
Out the game but you stayed past your prime
Now a shorty shit stain
Who used to be your doula
Wants to splatter extinction
Until you ain’t safe
To smoke in the same place
Bullets chase sharp poison
Bitter liquor sweet revenge
Don’t exist when you still on same bench
Disappear before sun drops temperature
Raises death as topic of conversation
Quick casualty
Coughing up what’s left of courage
Creeping around chest
Powerful mind weakest flesh
Fool school over sweaty chichos
At sausage fest sponsored by Hennessy XO
Very special
Influential insight inhibited because so much
Dumb shit disrupted long lineage
What legacy can we establish for our descendants
Bequeath reputation rotten hatred foul doctrine deceit
Pass along plugs if legit
Let me hold whatever’s remaining
After love evaporates
Meet up at Jimbo’s for best breakfast in regular radius
Built about where we been
Begin to embrace where we at
Hood is toxic trap
But our families held on to us
Push us forward never back onto cool curb pillow
Snooze how much lost
But rest of life here to gain
Every garden mobbing
Where’s the promise of hungry money
Historical district of urban planning
Benign neglect failure follows fickle finance
Food stamps fed us
Malnourished with nutritional deficiencies
From false profit
Never acknowledged for ambitious stories
Instead robbed of liberty
Lack of freedom
Prisoners of ignorant glory
Can’t blame brothers
Bearing beastly burden vicious victims
Of political impoverished public housing system
But bredren
It ain’t the illuminati
That’s killing our righteous living
9.30.2015
Searching for Optimism
Pull up
Exchange routes
Relax
Either wise or points high
Swiftly drive by
Interrupt pacing
Racing against what we facing
Immeasurable odds
Forever filthy
Who will feel me
Look over like I love this guy
CPG benches type high
Manana embrace next level
Peace power and justice
Follow faith endless
Always family
Simply stuck
When we all soured up
And don’t give a fuck
What will try enough
Laughing while lurking
Who regards how you searching
Shut down
Next caveman catharsis
Sag with cane sugar
Props for going brazy
Syrupy corn
Exclusive fire
Throat raspy
Strip club market niche
3rd still scrapping everlasting
Past margin figure that’s cool
Extent of burned out topology
Make up craters age
Slams gravity on hollowed out lungs
This ain’t going nowhere
Soother gotta travel on rugged forest
Break fences ignite under branches
So hype you can taste spliffy saliva
Straight stuntastic rental stash
Riding slow obeying traffic laws
Against crooked bookings central
Anthem celebrate suffocating
What we wish to own
Original god building with ancient wisdom
How was you listening to concrete breathe
Lyrics classic quotable
Chasing chickens
Paint perfect trap talk
Young’n undersmell dank aroma
Light depression heavy clouds
No more or left
Take a leak test
Sum up all your experiences
Results ain’t no epiphany
Extinguished side on
Who back you got
Overstand how reckless fools are
Stooges hobbling for crossover
Ankles all ashy
This brother preaching homicide
When he needs hope and a hot meal
Cool room to crash
When everybody bounce
You still listening to your hood hits
While crew said Fuck You
You stayed wanting end of night el
If flock’s dead who can guide sheep
Towards revival
Resurrection ain’t easy
If respiration’s potential is cloudy
Fizzy piss determines which way you drive
When we gonna thrive
Absolutely complacent with
Public housing paradise
Yap where you at
False prophets fake followers
For Venom can only hope that we apply
Lessons to strengthen next generation
No guidance for chancla entourage
Pinball piff spots perhaps
Next presidents will have passed time like this
Illuminate infrastructure injected inferiority
Within each puff how powerful
Parents potted where your youth lit it loud
Had it once upon a had to grow up
Gain more mananas young brolic
Flexing like fuck it hashtag validviolation
Push purpose in that pen
Friends like family only few left
Go get it the best
Less than never
Stay quite clever
For what you given
Much is owed
Load blessed burden
New world turning in innocent brains
Still that kid from Clason Point Lane
Look yourself in mirror
Please say I CAN
Gather glorious gospel in new land
Embrace unknown
What’s yet to come shall be grand
I still believe I'm a poet. I think that counts for something.
Hope Hangover
When you hit the block
Your fangs descend
Fishscales regenerate
On your exoskeleton
You got a concrete chin in a plywood jaw
With fire hydrant tears
The corner has little concern for
Your vulnerable exterior
Giving away Bravo chips and nacho cheese
On your scrawny shoulders
You left logic leaking from internal bleeding
Beneath the stop sign
Each gypsy cab takes as suggestion
Nobody obeys the speed limit here
Each pedestrian takes rush hour express
For a triplicate signature with notarized witness
Verifying they are you
Hop on shuttle bus completing off books transaction
But forgot a receipt testifying to withdrawal
Call next on full
Hope young boys don’t pick you last
Wait for ball to come to you
Take shot if you open
Make shorties remember your name
Because you got more grey hairs
Than they got losses
Half your sweat inherited
Another amount paranoid investment
For every spot tell them your war stories
Nobody cares unless currency confirmed
Exchanged debt on what you can’t pay
Let gravity pile up your change caliber
Hit up yala to hold a loosey on the arm
While Lucy on patrol salivating for you to spit
Could you ever switch
Write that slithery solo
Dolo to cabeza association of abandona’o
Ese tipo bien pasa’o
Pero chewing for what you can barely nibble
Where mi gente know the riddle of life
Ain’t no fortune cookie
Terrific trinity
Sour haze kush
Begging salvation in front of Holy Cross
Scared to step in all the sins might sting
While angels stare
Who care except who still surviving
Long to scribble in these pages
Face a pagina blanca
Ain’t a smidgeon resembling pigeon
Shitting on you for Buena suerte
Cheers to customers hunting for ganga
Direct dollar tree 99 cent or more
Keep crib mistolin fresh despite
Kitty litter or Entourage
Pausa slash on skin
Buck fifty gauze stitch
Guava guayabera on triple fat goose
Gully peace god
Attempting to maintain
Apply this daily science
So you won’t get an F in finance
Felon without inside tips
Ribs boneless
No bonus for overtime on benches
Homie don’t get spoiled by fine selection
Perforation on back means
Pull with skilled perfection
These walls give dull reception
Sculpt scars around intimidating white space
In a race with shadow
Beating you to finish line
Pinata papi
Candy spin out sugary guts
Take a dump from your clip
Left a few by window sill
Each morning had daily ritual
Sorta iffington in air gone scent linger
Longer than you think
Too much time in between barbed wire parenthesis
Can’t invent these dreams
Wherever you at is the scene
Jungle ain’t gone
Fall through pay your friendly visit
Pain on exhibit
Vintage played out fashion
Wear those wrinkles so well
Old citizen how could you yell
All frazzle stubble
More polite pebble than sure solid rock
On top receding shore
Dawn days of yore
Bubba yummy
Blink unwrap mind map
Where you at
None of your clucking fitness
Tick to click
Memory straight hit trig
Once a kid
Sing a song of Solomon
Lonely king
Hold it like a boulder
Bolsa de fuego waiting to be lit
Who got next twist
Stuff a godfather burned in effigy
Fresh recipe precise knocking
Got whole hood shaking
Over there cheating no duplication
Rain gives papercuts
Bills go extra crispy
Miss me with that frail knowledge
Representation of CPG wise scholars
Ponder tomorrow
Powder pepper trails with dutch remnants
For you to follow
Stuck in town puddle drowns
Strike hype chord praise Lord
Shiver chills ill with bagged up cure
Emptied to be refilled
Form jagged geometry
Geology bugged landscape
Parched tundra
Transform backpark into pop up gallery
Sidewalk silent auction
Spontaneous game from 10473 893 7354
Original numbers remembered
Like scabs you forgot you fell
Train rumble schedule
Static standing behind line caution
Read the signs or
Hack up lung butter fine
Cram shred of steroid corroded beef
Don’t know why or who we fighting
Bare truth at special committee
Where does your sangre stand
Shattered with no lint magic dust
Only got honesty left
With hands out
September is the Best part of the Year, 2015
Sweet September Slide
Have you heard the one about freedom
Further away from cage
More yearning for chains
Diablo don’t want to let you go
Easier with stressed yesterday
Attached to this present moment’s
Ungrateful aspiration
Consequence of faulty policies
Petty procedures
To be sure
Scan the cliff notes contract for fuckshit
Clearly stated in fine print
Forget fantasy
Tropical see and see top pop
Let bubble drip
Math after disposable remainder
Skid mark streak stark reminder
Rusty rainbows beneath cutthroat clouds
Jealous how your skin sponge dirty water
Evil evaporates downpour of doubt
Dedicated despite drought
This limpieza turn chest inside out
Steal what I feel when I reveal what the dealings
Precise percentage almighty algorithm
Punch in data
Spit out promising perspective
Upfront oppression
Shadowy depression
Dragging comfortable cadaver
With impeccable creases
On century lease with daily payments
Compound fracture dusty bones
Exposed hollow tree trunks
Deteriorate core
Break at weakest point
Regenerate scattered pieces of original man
Control your soul
Chaos most charming flaw of character
Mellow meditate during disaster
Super structure founded on
Lazy eyed ghosts of forgotten massacres
Amateur aperture fuzzy focus in foggy film
Wind cries who gives a fuck
Weeping while you wait
Journey starts once you choose to escape
9.16.2015
I miss El Puente Academy, Peace and Justice Forever
Make it Rain
Journals
After Ronaldy Salcedo
Un tipo loco
declares
I got an interview with Harvard tomorrow
Gonna get up at 1 am right now its 1130 am
Been
screaming non stop
Gillie da kid ghostwriter
Be like Cannon
Dis youth
terrible attention deficit
Loose oversized
jeans with no belts
Chucks no
laces
No braces
with sores on gums
Son I’m no ignorant chump
I got my knowledge I signed up for
illuminati
When I’m alone I’m a monster
When I’m with peoples I get shook
How you do it Ant
In front of all those people
Big pool
gotta dive in
How are you
surviving
Ridiculous
fool running around weary mask
Sociably
barely known locally
Vocally
identified before having any place
In bullshit
conversation
Inject
isolation intravenously
Previously
desired greater mananas
Now prisoner
of your palabras
Disciplined
by drama
Can’t even
pretend to be calmer
Hypebeast is
on overdrive
Stupido zone
eyeballs rolling back in blessed skull
Beloved baba
precedent over rising above
Elevation
held back by grimy gravity
What is
sanity when we all barely hanging on
Nails poorly
hammered floor board squeaking
One eye
peeking behind bangs
Don’t let
your hope hang off a tree
Can you
believe blood on leaves from brown brain
Hanging in
breeze sad strange fruit
Pursuit of
death instead of defining your life
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