3.25.2010
on the 50th anniversary of clason point gardens
CLASON POINT GARDENS JOURNAL; For 50 Years a Home, a Real Home
By MARIA NEWMAN
Published: August 6, 1992
A SWAMPLAND that separated the Clason Point Gardens housing development from the Bronx River 50 years ago has long been drained, and the nearby mom-and-pop stores are also long gone -- replaced by the sort of high-rises that have given public housing a bad name.
But Clason Point Gardens, the first public housing project built in the Bronx, remains to this day, remarkably, what it was meant to be a half-century ago: a good place to raise a family, and something of an oasis from the hubbub that surrounds it. With its low-slung structures that provided every family with a tiny plot of land, Clason Point Gardens was a piece of the suburbs in the city.
As they marked the golden anniversary of their community a few days ago, some residents of Clason Point Gardens said they can't imagine living anywhere else.
"I always loved it because it was like having your own little house," said Sophie Schottler, who moved into the development in the southeast Bronx in 1942 with her husband and two children, one of them an infant. Mrs. Schottler had an afternoon's worth of memories about her children -- there were four of them eventually -- playing in the courtyards with other children, and the mothers who all knew one another didn't worry about them as they went about their housework.
Mrs. Schottler's children are grown and moved away now, and much else has changed about Clason Point.
The 43 whitewashed cinderblock buildings were built to house the families of servicemen coming back from or going off to World War II. In a brown-toned photograph of the dedication of the community in 1942, the ladies gathered around a stage of speechmakers are wearing suits with stiff shoulder pads and hats on their upswept hair. The men are dressed in coat and tie. Everyone is white.
On Saturday afternoon, at a gathering to celebrate Clason Point's 50th anniversary, the sounds of a salsa band on a mobile stage poured out into the summer air. Later, a group of teen-agers wearing matching T-shirts that said "The Power of Love" crooned gospel songs.
Today, about 40 percent of the 1,020 residents of Clason Point Gardens are black, and another 40 percent are of Puerto Rican descent, according to the New York City Housing Authority, which operates the development.
"Everybody else moved out, but I was happy here," Mrs. Schottler said of her neighbors from the early days. As the population of the Bronx and the rest of the city was changing in the 50's and 60's, a generation of Clason Point families moved away, to the suburbs, to Co-op City or out of state. In some families, while the children grew up and moved out, the parents remained. Mrs. Schottler, who recalled paying $2.80 a week in rent at first, has never thought of leaving a place that to her seems almost pastoral, and removed from some of the rougher elements of the area.
"I say if you want to move, move -- I'll stay," said Mrs. Schottler, who will be 75 in December.
In 1970, Mrs. Schottler held a wedding reception for her daughter in the family's backyard. Gathered here 22 years later, the family members still laugh over what happened to the wedding cake. "One of my friends went to catch the bouquet, and my mother was walking by with the cake," said the daughter, Mary Lou Gaglio. The two ran into each other, and the cake landed in a guitar case.
"So we served it right there from the guitar case, upside down," said Oscar Nordstrom, who is married to another of Mrs. Schottler's daughters. "It tasted the same."
In the years after the dedication of Clason Point Gardens, the Housing Authority went on to build dozens of huge high-rise buildings. Now, 50 years after it was first built, common wisdom among housing advocates and developers is that the ideal way to build public housing is in the style of Clason Point Gardens -- smaller, closer to the ground, more manageable and ultimately more livable for working families.
While there have been a myriad of changes at Clason Point, one thing hasn't changed, residents said: the thread of family life continues to run through the community.
On Saturday afternoon, a family decorated the shady courtyard behind their apartment with white crepe-paper bells. They pinned white carnations to the shrubbery, and coiled white Christmas lights around the trees.
Mary Johnson, who has lived at Clason Point Gardens for 21 years, was preparing for her daughter's wedding reception. For three days, Mrs. Johnson had been baking turkeys and hams. "Today the day is shining and the stars are going to be bright," said Mrs. Johnson, dressed in a flowing turquoise dress and matching headpiece.
"It's a community thing," she said. "My daughter was raised here. Everyone has their weddings and all back here. Everybody gets along."
Map of the Bronx showing location of Clason Point Gardens.
This seems like a Team C Reunion
This seems like a Team C Reunion
haven’t seen half this class
in about a month
Come every once in a while
during the day wasting time
on absolutely nothing
The disgusting truth is the ease of distraction
Masters at reaction instead of revolting
can wrap a dutch tighter than jeans
Mind infatuated with fantasies can never touch
flip pages while daydreaming
twist haze keep scheming
The sun will never set
wishing you could stay a teenager forever
talking shit street knowledge quite clever
disconnected from the mission
still trapped in mental prisons
wailing at the walls nobody ever listens
The back of your destiny
has been stopped by panic
man’s claws digging in your back
trying to take advantage
Handle the damage
by saying you tight or you mad
So lost yelling Wepa
don’t know the history of your flag
So amazing so young they blazing
what’s the occasion
a school high better than high school
all these shorties free lunch plus you can act a fool
your moms away at work don’t even have a clue
you alone in the streets bent with your homies
even with bills and a baby due
A mixtape describes your emotions
The intro serves purpose
You? never nervous
Give all this angry hot fire some airplay
Put that exclusive energy in rotation
Give suffering a shout out
and death no dedication
The outro outlines the point of your research
provide a solid thesis highlighting your main idea
must be freedom understood make that clear
Wish you could freeze this year
your age your privilege even your gear
those petty possessions don’t define you
can’t take it when you gone so far
off the map paranoid roaming don’t know where you are
You are the embodiment of love pain and struggle
Reflections of young moons and brave stars
God bless the youth for constantly seeking the truth
not just the child who got his own
Education from the root
This community is your home
where there is no place like it
even though you hate us
we love you don’t fight it
I am staring at a class of young minds
I am staring at a class of young minds
Who have yet to take first steps
But have been running marathons
Towards the capital of nowhere fast
Thinking they have the exact coordinates
But too bold to dare say they are lost
The cost to pay attention
Comes with a high interest rate
They never want to owe
Unless it is multiple zeroes behind balance
So acquainted with death
They give him shoutouts on the radio
Dedicate steady mobbin to the grim reaper
Listen to their best friends
More than their teachers
Because pressure makes more sense than a lecture
Born hustlers still waiting for the day
The cage will trap their freedom
Evaporate their dreams away
The rainbow only exists in fairytales
Happilyeverafter was once upon a time
Perfect hybrid of hope and hurt
Kids smoke away the worse
Praying for the best vision of success
Seen on the TV screen that has become a mirror
Reflecting a reality that has been distorted
Record their revolution upload it to YouTube
Hoping you are moved to give 5 stars
A favorite or maybe add them as a friend
Means to an end means the world will end
2012 before they began living
They started planning the aftermath
Distasters last longer than invisible rubble
Only things guaranteed taxes and trouble
All the money been off the books
They never dared to crack
Judging all text by the cover
If it’s hot then it’s that crack
Relax once they relapse on ignoring the facts
Back against graffiti wall
Still trying to figure out the tags
Screaming que bonita bandera
Don’t know the history of the flag
Pants sag because they always show they ass
Conspicuously silent about real shit
Today’s youth
Become tomorrow’s question mark too quick
Foolish genius still searching though clueless
If education is their passport
What are the rights of its citizens
Must stand up instead of giving in
To the temptations of a lovely lonely ghetto
Where you are the only person
Who hears the echoes
Of children falling in the forest of the projects
Wake up to the nonsense of neglect
In all our villages
We need to raise the youth
With love
Power
Respect
3.04.2010
Freedom is the air we breathe
Freedom is the air we breathe
Feeling of floating while running
Towards the future with a smile on
Actively liberate mind from mental prison
Voice reflection of soul hoping the world will listen
Spirit grounded on firm earth
But flying amongst stars
On the toad towards peace and justice
There is no map of your destiny
Just the footprints your heartbeats made
In the bittersweet concrete
Various devils try to suffocate your screams
For worldly desires need to knowledge
Your history has been clouded by horrorscopes
Forecasting stop and frisk
Merely stepping out on the block you risk
Victory being victimized and your ambition assaulted
Your integrity will be xrayed
Inner strength examined for factory flaws
Drop your drawers to see the size of your doubt
Strip search your social security
Feel all around your ankles
Hiding knifesharp nouns you verbal vandal
Insult your intelligence equalize your IQ
Your brain waves will be bodily scanned
Masterplan for you to keep nothing inside your hands
Empty pockets and emptier pockets
Abolish your authenticity
Prevent positivity place pride in penetiatary
No opportunity for parole
This life sentence a broken slanguage
Cry of anguish they want to loop
Remix for your chart topping hit single
Make you’re a one hit wonder
Who has still yet to uncover the secret to success
Is beneath brown skin
In front of faith
Right next to your belly aching for revolution
You announce I’m officially alive
To the demons who want you to die
Embrace your energy move magically to mastery
Assassinate the apathy they have implanted inside
Fortified foreigners invade your veins
Disconnect from the mainframe
Running marathons underground
Below surface to discover the purpose
When you wake you see wanted
Mugshots of mystified worthless
Who has wasted the basic better days
Trying to find the exit through the maze
Running cynical circles around silence
Thinking your low volume won’t offend the neighbors
But your clarity must be crystal
They got missiles pointed at the mothership
Try to make you think freedom
Is some other shit
But this life
Is the only trip
So familiar feeling foreign
So familiar feeling foreign
My mind two sides of the coin
Flipped to make decisions
After effects of the outcome
Are authentically ancient
Running outta time no more patience
With the aches and shakes of reality
Rubbing skin raw
Suffocated by mandible claw
Manufactured by natural resources
Robbed from ancestors palms
There’s a war going on
Holding beyond calm
Chiller than cooled ice cream
The moment before melting
Leaking across ceiling
See through raising the sky to a level
Of surface cracked ground
Puddles penetrate the promises
The premises are broken
Shattered pieces provide evidence
That edutains the mainframe
Disconnected when stars become
Distant distinct dots
Circumstances an instant
Catch the instinct of the block
Combine your confines and walking blind
See if you can still find
Footprints of recent paths
The journey various yellow brick roads to freedom
From the breakadawn past the PM
They have executed orders of insecurity on your local social
Violently assaulted your vocal
So these words have wounds
As syllables send SOS to the moon
So maybe the sun will smile back in the afternoon
Give us a shout out on the way back through the hood
Solidly jiggly boogieing like jello
Been born into tragedy with wicked mores like Othello
Symbol of uprising fist engulfed in flames
Different rules to the game
All these cheats must just give extra life
Hard to make it back when every breath is a sacrifice
What you gain you lose
What’s lost is a higher cost you couldn’t afford
Even if the details were on super sale
Piece together meals that will sustain
Surround yourself with sympathy so you won’t have to explain
The continual episodes after this eternal break
Reverse directions start again
Reset turn off your system been full powered
By internal energy plenty of time to waste
Not knowing when the Reaper will collect
This shield must be pounded
The heart will be bulletproof to be bruised
This life rotation like a record
With a needle stuck in the groove
The hood is on your side
But you still need to show and prove
Apparently
eso es
Your ghosts have called you back
To the backpark of the Boogie
How many moments have been spent
Watching your shadow
Feelin jealous because he can disappear
Whenever the sun goes down
The old lottery tickets
Blunt wraps leftover leaves
Painted over grafitti
Have forever remained true to setting
Why did you find yourself
The other night
Weeping and regretting
Your current global positioning
When you try to reply instantly
The top highlights of this decade
You are stunned by your own lack of clarity
Lack of definition for the final sum
Add up your luck
Carry over your slumber
Subtract your cynicism
Multiply your memories
Divide the doubt
Your simple mathematics have left you
Staggering stumbling wondering
Where did all the love go
How did your family evaporate
In thick air without figuring the aftermath
You are the lonely historian
Capturing stories of brighter yesterdays
The wind screams wake the fuck up
But you thought one day
The sky would read the true meaning
In surround sound high definition 3rd dimension
Without questioning one of your first lessons
Worked overtime to evade your outerspace
Fantasies of the universe handing you
The key to eternal happiness on a drivethru session
You are no longer allowed to say
Maybe it was that one time
Because the clock has forever rotated around
You escaping the cracked concrete ground
With first class tickets to staying stuck
While observin the power of Pa’lante
Been paralyzed by petty prisons
Probation’s pain still chained to the cage
The page been your psychologist
You gave your soul on the stage
World witnessed you are brave
But inside shades of fear have financed
Your future freely as the earth’s economy
Is about to end
Dearly beloved
Every letter has been returned to sender
Have you opened the envelope
Every note was sealed with a kiss
To reminisce
About when you greeted life’s anniversary
The essence of adolescence
Left you with scars where those tears traveled
Using cocoa butter to heal
Pork po got you loco
You stutter when you reveal
Details of decisions daily reminder
Lack of discipline wishing instead of willing
Killing visions while chilling in uncomfortable systems
In this version of the revolution
A vida revision is needed our stories rewritten
Education to emancipate
Learning to liberate
Early elevation ignoring popular procrastination
You can use the planet as your playstation
Not the projects as your plantation
In this manmade jungle
Where your consciousness can crumble
Like evil eggshells
You walk on must march on critical
Born into criminal minded you’ve been blinded
Must be constantly reminded
Of courage in your casa
That has shaped every palabra into a bullet
With your voice as a loaded weapon
To defend your intellectual property
You been lost in the philosophy of the ghetto
While hearing ancestors’ songs
The spirits move your body to be strong
Stand up no stiiting no quiiting on your tradition
Building a dynasty to establish legacy
You been dipped into a predestined mold
The story yet to be told
Actors haven’t been cast
You can keep it real
Did you even think you could last?
On that point show your amor circulate your smile
Because that frown will fix your face like that
You don’t want to run from your mistakes
You should wrap your arms around each one
Say good looking out to your good fortune
In place of analyzing your emptiness
Overstand your abundance
You are rich with handshakes and hugs
Pockets bulging with laughter
Stomach full of sazon
Mind affluent with activism
What is holding you back is the first step
Off the curb and it feels like you will drop
You will keep falling until you awaken
But this is reality and the journey won’t begin
Until you push your heart beyond those benches
Remember you used to tag ACER PIC BX endless
Excuse me sir said the corner
Do you have anything to say?
Me I’m just happy
To
Be
Today