better said no one misses me

Mejor Dicho

Let me say it better

I have not fully healed

No space for such shy

Fruity pebbles pink milk

Fall sink further into

Well done mistake

Who can relate

Except who always been on time

Slime from chemical residue

All this is long overdue

Petty scofflaw

Penalty inattention fine details

Spiritual forcefield

Repeals those demons

Serious integrity

Never had to schluck and gibe for sanity

Fist bump associates

Hugs daps for family

Handle tragedy as well as

Two tears

Same weight

Dropping in sequence

Broken grammar gives you

No pretense

Pass frank the blunt

Kind candor in choppy cadence

Tell me tomorrow we have clouds

Today been pouring

Honest dollar speak off screech

Squeak young pip

Gone with great expectations

What odds we facing

Chase what block will offer

Hold on to home

Stealing city less likely

Release bullshit lethargy

Pardon me dipstick

Take fridge off door

Step back inside

Provide for who makes you alive

Let faith be your guide

Boi become man

Never too late

You gotta say

What manana you will create

RIP ASAP YAMS

It was the YAMS

            SIP Steven Rodriguez

Every blackout

Becomes more like Bushwick in 77

Or the Boogie in 05

Thinking you live

More rehearsed regression

Poison a weapon pointed at temple

Filtered through battered liver

Liquor liquid pain

Leaving you in physical hurt

Translated in lyrical verse

About leaning while vertical

Dreaming while drowning

In puddle of purple hurl

Different world when elders

Never served as positive example

Take classic sample distorted

Standard of realness transported

OT back and forth

Work designed to bring profit

Crossing state lines

Crimes are pass limits

Of human consumption

Uncontrolled substance packaged

Luxury brand high end fashion

Corner is runway

Bring crackers close to where we live

Make em sponsor our suffering with

Cross pollinated culture

Vultures hover over bloated carcass

Getting plug on exclusive epitaph

Scratchitti on tombstone

Bottle up tears

Fragrance sour and eau de tragedy

Tattooed MOBB LIFE across knuckles

Who knew celebrity shuffle would rob life

Had all the CEOs waiting on Hood Pope

Pretty Flacko

Bag up the block

Blessings squeeze through stylish streets

Brief appearance give motivation

Added inspiration from aura

Trapped by slavish system

When we make our pain popular

They might listen

Lords Never Worry Bout Pesos

Standing in rain on 1 train platform

From Dyckman to the Ferry

Knowing this vida if you don’t got it

Go get it

Always Strive and Prosper

Assassinate Snakes and Punks

Abandon Stress and Pressure

Future will flip

Flex your heart

Simply strut

trying to keep living yall

Honest body

Blessed temple

Might be some next

Shaky don’t get easily gassed

Time passed

Grab clock

On pause

Presence don’t mean

Someone will pay mind

Knowledge background noise

Harmonize horrible high notes

Soldout symphony

Static shatter frequency

Bold clarity

Molecules residue yesterday’s trauma

Delicate armor skin

Brain still rattling chains

Invisible cuffs

Palmful wallet

Scratched couldn’t identify attribute

Powerful energy

Set you free

Zoom while walking

Silly superhero humble humor

Take off when you want

Packed duffel full of doubt

On quest fulfill duty

Duende darkens night

Precise pinnacle of power

Demons say you ain’t ready

Unsteady on loose rock

Spinning like you stuck

Lick knuckles

Bloody due diligence curled fist

Sweaty adrenaline

Which way do we go

Can’t look at compass

Heart guides what’s next breaths you make

Take reparation by any leans necessary

Don’t die

Waiting on greatest miracle to manifest

Each second blessed

Even when you won’t see past struggle

Bubble burst

Flaunt flotation

Material consumption

Pockets don’t got bottom

Who follows apologies of broke philosophers

Barely cover basics but

Craft complex cocotazos

Raise palms to cry manana is possible

If I add up this stress to wavy yesterdays

Might could ride this current

Back to uncomfortable coast

Touch this land have a chance

Beginning one more mile in magical marathon

Bound to be strong

Blessed fire diving spark

Giving warmth

Replenish what been diminished

Epiphany reinvented when kindly connect

Invite insight

Pigeon shit on you for suerte

Said good luck

Take flight

I MISS NYC SO MUCH

The city is my muse

Breathing that traffic train

Rush hours heart don’t stop

Until you get home from work

Brick wind

Concrete grill bitter

Go to hospital be iller

Hit fruit stand

Shiny apple in rotten manzana

Street level pharmacist

Lets you self medicate

Cost of living easy to hate

Gentrifucker hipster

Pricing you out petty paradise

Faking discovering your corner

Life and death been

Standing on the crossroads

Opportunity missed the shuttle bus

Regret begging for a transfer

If you give me a swipe

I’ll freestyle a bootleg fuzzy

With laugh track and camcorder jiggle

Bleak clouds tear jerker

Benefit cut Boar’s Head

Diaper loose and beef pattie

Crying baby needs to nurse

Under neon dollar menu

Parents missing in action

Tears collected in reservoir

Ready to be bottled purified from tap

Slapped by sidewalk

Who will stop and feed that child

Raise youth find beauty in cold cement

Joy in barely paying rent

Suspense not knowing where yesterday went

Born in uncertain barrio

Who will lend you a napkin

If you leak from jugular

Oppression so regular got grooves

Where stiff cuff clicks

Paint by numbers chaos

Sidewalk chalk body outlines

Reaching vertical stretched horizontal

Blast Uptown Baby at OT drivethru

Forever bleed Knicks orange blue

Haunted by lack of success overdue

Make it aqui you will be popping papi

Si no another case of the coulda shoulda

Who wouldn’t put up a battle worthy

Candlelight memorial even if you empty

Every 40 guzzled gallon of goose

Hyped off henny you still can’t drip

As heavy as east flowing to Harlem

Bubbling to Atlantic

Stranded on islands of isolation

Cut the bullshit

Why you carrying around baggage

From past decades

Grinding for minimum wages of routine

Rigamorole all control freaks

Who can’t hold onto hope for too long

The beast will break you weak

Streets can make you strong

What’s more beautiful

Than summer morning

As we wait for dawn

fucked up angel

Nuyorican Angel of Desperation

Go get it

Got that fever itching

Cojelo con take it easy

Suave pai

No need for bug out be chillz

Relax these are facts

Relapse more probable than elevation

Resuscitation of reputation unlikely

Why try fighting your oppression

You have that tranquil passive lean

Fux your American dream

CREAM ain’t just a ring tone

Bunch of shallow company

Shut up and smoke dope

Shells never dummy

How hungry are you

Enough to sacrifice

Can you go with out

No matter how loud you shout

No one listening

Hands clammy puddles

Plan one day to bubble

For now real struggle

Cotton mouth stinky paranoia

Legal aid inconvenient lawyer

Lack of ours waste hours

Watching brown skin wrinkle

Dried fruit bruised and beautiful

Shit shave shower

Might feel better about regular routine

Pana this ain’t a dream

Attempting fantasia out every day

Which way

Can’t fix a crooked game

Exclusive proof you lame

Copycat kitty until you bitten

Hand that breeds you

Who believes you

People in lurk of some strife

Gripping bubble guts

So hangry could belch

For fine first impression

Eye contact without daps

Thirsty coqui peleando

For last sips of dusty botella of regret 

No Tienes Miedo This Halloween

Do not be afraid

Do not be wicked when you barely been innocent

Do not be militant if you not willing to die for your noble fraud

Do not be self righteous when you can barely wipe your ass

Do not be curious if you comfortable in your ignorant bliss

Do not be wise fool be broke and happy with your simple ways

Do not expect tomorrow to be easy if you can’t deal with today’s troubles

Do not waste your soothing moments with tense tontos

Who have no sense of where they are headed like you

Lost hanging on rolling up hoping to hear something good

Do not judge the next man when you have been

As played out papi chulo as plastic playerific

Fatalistic fiend tempermental teen

Motherfucking machisto who makes up his own myth

Do not perfect your craft let your gut hang chichos all lovely

Do not hold onto heroes as superhuman

Pedestal got peglegs attached to carefully painted portrait

Do not get flashy with your fame stay simple as hungry as you came

Do not turn lame making literati laugh but the homies couldn’t catch the joke

Do not smoke with paranoid ghost dogs who take freebie chiefies

Do not weaken your speech to narrow your reach

Do not release your grip while riding shaky train

Do not just maintain current malaise escape invisibility completely conspicuous

Do not get lonely when crowded accidental flagrance purposeful fragrance

Do not be vague vagrant blend with transience transition your hues mix with greys

Do not be careful with what you say careless what you can sculpt rocky terrain

Do not let tears remain tasty salty cheeks stubbly bumble

Do not fumble mumble or grumble

Do not hold on to bundles you can’t handle

Pass out pounds

Roll up the Constitution so you can burn away your right to be a delirious luxury loving citizen of prepackaged organic

Do not take your anger out on a shadow

Darkness has nothing to do with your depths

How far you’ve sunk shows how much you can rise

Do not be shook or shy

World will see fear

As soon as you blink misty eyes

Fetti Cheddar Guap Paper Currensy Stacks

Disposable income

Preexisting condition with affliction

To ignoring cultural tradition

How can this transition into raw capital

Suitable for social economic political guerilla warfare

Known knowns

Known unknown

Hood shorties voluntarily give up

Because of subliminal intimidation

Plantations been preserved

Invisible chains around decaying brain

Withering body

Unhealthy processed bodega

Tasty synthetic food

Hunger pains give ill attitude

Students said it’s too dark in projects

Can only read by streetlight

Bleak vision fuzzy focus

They leave the TV on so commercials

Can program their dreams

Gold plated ghetto

Is not as shiny as it seems with

Delicious distraction

Fashionable fads

Terror trends

Can’t recognize

Who is enemy

Who is friend

None left

Vulture scavengers have bled

Remainder of revolution

Mosquito drone fly into ear

Make you zone to lower levels

Scan barcode of humanity

Only see veins intoxicated

Corrupt chemicals

Inedible vegetables

Seeds sown in contaminated soil

Guns oil diamonds

Carrot dangling silly rabbits

Will never feast

Ain’t no place safe

When eyes always watching

Plotting sophisticated algorithm

Disrupting electric signals

Governing stressed nervous system

Delayed reaction makes you

Destroy your brother

Slander your sister

Misguided violence produces

Empty existence

So ignorant never learned how to listen

Mire bobito

Pon atencion

Greatest weapon is a burnt tongue

Waiting to scream

Declare the pain

We need world to change

Overcoming internal conflict

Soul guiding purpose

Application of essential knowledge

Critical to resurrection of reason

Believe in pigment’s power

Melanin reflection of sun

Heart’s drum will forever keep a descarga beat

Ready to improvise the inevitable antidote to poison

Polluting our Pa’lante

Upon entrance

Make a ninja like exit

Leaving bodies behind you

With rest of tomorrow in front of

Glossy eyes unafraid of frightful fate

Is it all too late

To start making a comeback

Nah Son

Ain’t where you from

How you break out that trap

Buns

Cheekage

What do you speak of

Nalgas y damage to confidence

Conditioned to accept complacency

Limited agency with unrealistic expectations

Staged conquest demise at climax

Don’t be sack of stinking excrement

Fragrant evidence dramatic reenactment

Faces and names changed to protect legacy

Smudged body grease eye water

Simple answers complex questions

Plato didn’t own patent on perfection

Shadow original irreplaceable form

Calmest storm in chaos

Comatose despite carnage

Roadside carne sizzle roasted asphalt

Mountains don’t move

Billy goats gently bounce valley breeze

Who do you plan to please with those weak degrees

Fancy ink on parchment

Quickly started hastily ended

Center of displeasure hard to measure

Crawl in search of what you left behind

Difficult experience brilliant chances

Separate expectations welcome elevation

Premeditated mystery confounded

Compelled to tune in

While magnifying glass zooms out

Skinny figure cast largest shallow

Worm at middle of putrid apple

Earliest quenching hunger

Latest comprehending highly visible

Living miracles testifying redemption

Remembrance of blessed elders

Walked down slippery roads

So be wealthy

Tender molecules precious atoms

Who could fathom such a wonderful life

Smile shows your peoples beauty

What a glorious sight